Decembre

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Camel Thorn Trees, Nambia. Photograph by Frans Lanting. 2011

It feels as though every time I try to have a voice – to not feel so heavy with all this sadness and this blame – I just get pushed further down the hole. And I’m so tired.

I’m trying to promise the people in my life that I will keep myself safe. That I will hold on until the years end. But I’m so exhausted. I feel like I could sleep for a thousand years.

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2 thoughts on “Decembre

  1. I won’t keep commenting in case it appears a bit creepy.. but..I am a singer and teach singing to people who have been through very tough times. I know depression is a really serious illness and so exhausting. Please let those who love you just do what it takes to help you destroy this horrible illness which turns what is good into self destruction. I wish you all the very best.

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